A ROSE IS A CUP

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A good year for the roses in my garden.
And here’s Lucy Boston from An Enemy at Green Knowe. Mrs Oldknow is looking at the roses in her garden. I couldn’t have put it better.

bugalugs_005The roses opened willingly as the dew evaporated out of them. As soon as they opened, the scent spread around them so pervadingly that the flight of the birds fanned it to her.
    She walked among them in very great contentment. If she herself was old, the sun was not, and the earth would do these wonders for him again and again.
    bugalugs_006A passing neighbour called to her over the wall, “Your roses have never been better, Mrs Oldknow. They really are divine.”
    bugalugs_004Not a bad word for them, she thought, smiling to herself. The word Rose has lost its old meaning. Now it only means something glossy, that you have, along with cars, washing machines and lovely plastic table tops. It’s only a status symbol.

bugalugs_001But the old-fashioined roses have always been a symbol for love, and like all ecstatic things they die and come again. And the flower is simply a cup for the scent and the scent is an offering. But these thoughts she kept to herself.

 

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HAPPY LION

This stone lion reminds me a little of the lion in The Wizard of Oz. Not scary at all. He’s in the gardens beside Lake Wendouree in Ballarat.

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ACTUALLY SEEING

olderwI’ve been sorting and throwing out again. Notebooks, this time. Notebooks – you might call them journals or even diaries – are a habit of mine. I like buying them; I like starting new ones; I like the idea of writing every night or even every week, but it seems my grand days of diary keeping are over. As a teenager I rarely missed a night, and right into my thirties I was a diligent diarist, especially when I was travelling. For several years now I’ve hopefully begun a notebook in the New Year but run out of steam by February or March. Spring has been here for a while, but only now am I spring cleaning, and as well as bags of clothes for the Op Shop – most of which originally came from the Op Shop in the first place – I have been ripping out the used pages from these unused notebooks and re-purposing them. Nearly everything has been put into the fire, but I thought this was worth sharing. I wrote it on the 15th of January this year.

Today, when I took Gus for a walk around the park. I was thinking about the book I’ve been reading. It’s called The Old Ways; A Journey on Foot and it’s by Robert MacFarlane. It is about old roads – so far, I have travelled with him on the Ickneild Way, and along the coast on ‘the deadliest path in England’ (quicksand, tides) and then on ‘sea roads’ in the Hebrides and up a mountain on another Scottish island. I think the writing is beautiful. It’s clear – limpid and lucid are two other (much poncier) words that come to mind – and detailed and discursive and knowledgeable and informed. And in love with words. Perhaps that’s what I’m responding to the most. I’m not sure. I remember when I first read Pilgrim at Tinker Creek by Annie Dillard and fell in love with that kind of nature writing. Adam Nicolson comes to mind, too; and E G Sebald.

Anyway, I thought I would try to apply some of his ideas to this familiar ‘old way’, which I do at least a hundred times a year. And what do I actually see? I often use the time (and I did, a bit, today) to work out ideas for my writing. But I don’t look most of the time – or look only glancingly. Robert MacFarlane could write a whole chapter, I’m sure, on the path around the Gardens. What did I see today?
Most vivid is a part of the walk when two brown butterflies (and I shall try to find out who they were) fluttered in tandem along under the oak trees that line the walking path, in and out of the shade, at times casting a pair of dancing shadows on the ground. The path was crunching with acorns and twigs and leaves lying on the ground after the parrots or cockatoos had raided the trees. That was my experience today – the crunch, and the butterfly dance.
Coming back through the grounds of the old hospital, I saw blackberries making a net over the border garden. Sinuous, prickled, a clever opportunist.

This brought me back to the other book I’m reading, which is Get Yourself Some Headspace by Andy Puddicombe. It fits, doesn’t it? Mindfulness, noticing. Being there. Actually seeing.

oldwaysThe copy I read in January I borrowed from the library – it had the cover pictured above. A few weeks ago I bought a copy for my brother’s birthday – it’s now a paperback, with  a new cover. Now, re-reading my little review, I think I will buy a copy for me. And maybe do some more walking while actually seeing. And maybe start another notebook.

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BLACK HEARTS IN BATTERSEA

65319There’s a new bookshop in town – antiquarian and second-hand – called Mount of Alex. Very exciting for the book-hounds of the area. A week ago I called in and asked about Joan Aiken books, because I stupidly gave away or lost all the ones I had bar The Wolves of Willoughby Chase. The owner still had boxes to unpack and said he’d give me a call when he found some more. Lucky me – on Sunday I picked up Black Hearts in Battersea, Nightbirds on Nantucket and The Stolen Lake. I’m not over-the-top about matching sets, but I would have loved to have had Black Hearts with the original Puffin cover (see left) that I had back in the day. Never mind. The story’s the thing.

I had a trip to Melbourne yesterday and my travel time needed beguiling. I started  Black Hearts on the 8.06 train, read it on trams and suburban trains all day and finished it on the Bendigo train before Woodend on the way home. What a roller-coaster ride of a read! What a romp through history!

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It’s ‘historical fantasy’ rather than historical fiction – and what fun the writer must have had. I probably haven’t read this or any of the other books (called The Wolves series in the trade, the bookseller told me) for more than forty years and it hit me with a bit of a shock how much they have influenced me as a writer.

It’s the romp thing. I actually set out to write a romp with the first Verity. Define romp? The dictionary says it’s rough, energetic or boisterous play; also ‘an easy victory’ or ‘to proceed without effort’. My definition is a plot that just tumbles along with lots of things happening and doesn’t stop until the last page; a story that’s as full as a Christmas cracker with odd words and funny facts and snippets of information. I felt I could tell that, like me,  Joan Aiken adored her research, treating herself to little games with language and names and historical events and people. Not to mention an insanely complicated plot!

My Verities are for an older age group, and the the characters are deliberately more rounded. They develop along the way, and Verity in particular grows and changes and reflects on her life as her story unfolds. But what a debt I owe to Joan Aiken for my love of the romp. There are more books in the series than I knew – the Mount of Alex bookseller is on the hunt for me – but for the next day or so, I can look forward to the adventures of  Dido Twite (how I love Aiken’s names) in Nightbirds on Nantucket.

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BACK TO THE STUDY

my bookshelfDSC_0133booksI’m going to be spending a lot of time in here because I have another Verity book to write. Deadline is April 2014. I began in earnest on the 1st of the month. I always like to make a new beginning on the 1st of the month (I am eating chocolate and hot toast with lashings of butter while waiting for the 1st of next month to start to Fast Diet)and have clocked up around 11,000 words and 4 chapters so far.

And a sore neck. Lucy at the Artist’s Market made me a long, segmented (so the filling doesn’t migrate to one end) wheat bag/heat pack thingy and on Friday I wrote with comforting heat on my neck and shoulders. Lovely.

I am trying to be organised and well-planned. For once I’ve gone to the trouble of writing a detailed synopsis but I’ve already deviated from the plan. But that’s OK. Stories have a life and a logic of their  own – they’re organic, living things –  and there’s no point trying to force something alive into a box. Now that I’m back into writing world I realise yet again how much I love it.

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FABULOUS TRASH

Trash. Rubbish. Disposable or disposed of. Your trash could be my treasure – or vice versa – but we all know sometimes it’s just what you need. What you have to have, along with soft-centred chocolates in the afternoon. Trashy movies can be so bad they’re simply bad, but also so bad they’re good. But it’s no good when there’s nothing offering. Changing channels and all I can find is cooking shows and infomercials…what am I to do?

It’s obvious. Read. Thank goodness for  the Opp Shop and its shelf of $1 bargains.  I passed by Lace and Scruples and Destiny and others of that ilk. Only the best of high class trash for me. I remember as a teenager devouring Georgette Heyer novels and running out of titles; a friend suggested I try Barbara Cartland. Well, I read one or two but quickly realised that I just couldn’t do Cartland…she was too trashy.

n125647So, my day has been devoted to sinful novel-reading. I started with The Two Mrs Grenvilles by Dominick Dunne. Here’s the first paragraph:
The room was filled with the heady scent of roses past their prime. Pink petals fell from swollen blossoms in a Chinese bowl onto the polished surface of an ormolu escritoire…
(Isn’t that fantastic? Say it out loud – ormolu escritoire – and don’t even bother about what it actually is). The book continues for a lush, luscious and totally fabulous 375 pages of decor and name-dropping. Not to mention sex, scandal and socialites and of course, murder. The thing is, this is trash but so well-written, so perfectly done, it’s like watching a movie only better.

 

 

rachelMy Cousin Rachel by Daphne de Maurier.Please, don’t anyone get insulted if I say de Maurier wrote trash. I think she’s a wonderful writer and the biography by Margaret Forster reads like a novel. Would it sound better if I said she wrote ‘tosh”? Or ‘tripe’? ‘Cos this is amazingly, wonderfully, seriously ripe and ridiculous. First-person narration by an unwordly misfit a la Rebecca but this time it’s a male. Sense of doom from page 1 (uncle makes child look at decayed body on gibbet, for starters). Dripping with detail and description. Takes itself seriously (absolutely no laughs). Femme fatale. Suspicion, obsession, madness and murder…or is it? I saw the movie once – Richard Burton played Phillip and Olivia de Havilland was Rachel – but as above, the book’s the thing to immerse yourself in when you’ve just got to have high-class, fabulous rubbish to read.

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Rainy Days

DSC_0135When your part of the country is drought-prone, it seems all wrong to wish the rain would stop.

But oh, I’m so tired of grey skies! A few days in a row of sunny weather had me tricked into believing that wintery days were gone for the rest of 2013. I got out the T-shirts, the summer skirts, the sandals… I started thinking about our beach holiday with our wonderful family friends at Port Fairy. Last year, on the day we arrived, the temperature was nudging 40 and the tar on the roads was melting. Right now I’m huddled by the fire and such heat seems impossible.

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Anthony and Antimacassar

9840764745A favourite book from my childhood was Anthony and Antimacassar by Mary and Rowland Emmett. It was first published in 1943; one of my parents must have bought it. Perhaps when they were in England in the early 1950s. Rowland Emmett was a well-known illustrator and during the Festival of Britain created a bizarre and whimsical fantasy railroad. Trains and railways must have been his thing. Anthony and Antimacassar is about how Anthony, a china pig just sitting, sitting and bored on the mantelshelf  takes off on a wild adventure by train, meeting pirates and highwaymen and strange rogue locomotives.
One of the bedrooms I slept in had a mural (painted by my father) with images taken from this book all around the walls. It was magical. I have a few small b&w photographs but I don’t know where they are. I wish we’d pulled the panels off and kept them! I’ve got most of the books I loved as a small child, but not this one. I think maybe it was my brother’s favourite, too – he’s got it. I’ve been looking for it on the internet on second-hand book sites.in I don’t have a lazy 175 pounds to spare, but  perhaps I’ll get lucky soon.

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WHAT I DID TODAY

I have a bit of a dental phobia, even though my dentist is the kindest, nicest dentist possible. Perhaps it all began in childhood when our evil family dentist (whose mouth full of dazzling white teeth, like a well-tended graveyard, haunts me still) slapped me across the face. I was scared, you see, and wriggling around in the chair. So he hit me. You could do that in the early 1960s. I’m still scared (though I no longer wriggle) – so that worked well, didn’t it?

Today’s ordeal was not the dentist, but the peridontist. Lisa is softly spoken and very gentle, but I still find the whole experience scary. And that’s even though I know she won’t ever use a drill on me. For nearly an hour, various tools and machines scraped and scrubbed and poked and polished my teeth and gums. Last time I staggered out of the surgery feeling traumatized, but this time I did something different.
Instead of lying in the chair braced against the pain, muscles all stiff and knotted up (yes, yes, I know I am a big sook) I took myself elsewhere. For a very gratifying amount of time, I wasn’t in the chair at all. I was in Melbourne in 1880 with Verity Sparks, watching her hail a horse-drawn cab on a gas-lit corner, wondering about the identity of that mysterious woman in black or walking along Bourke Street with SP, Connie and Poppy.

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I was so intent on  my new Verity adventure that it was like watching a movie. There was the odd interruption – a pang or two in the dental department and “open wider, please” –  but all in all it was very satisfactory. Now I not only have clean teeth but a mysterious new sub-plot complete with excellent red herrings.

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EUREKA!

Here’s the talk I gave at M.A.D.E as part of the Melbourne Writer’s Festival on Sunday.

My Verity books are junior novels aimed at readers –who seem to be mainly girls – of around 10 to 12 or 13. They’re tales of mystery and suspense, with a little of the supernatural thrown in, set in London, Melbourne and regional Victoria in the late 1870s. The first book was written quite quickly. If I say easily, I might be punished with eternal writers’ block– but I saw it as a bit of a romp. So you might wonder why – as a self-confessed author of escapist fiction – I’m here today.

Well…one of the things that happens when you publish a book is that people tell you what it’s about. And it seemed that without really knowing it, in my first Verity story I’d highlighted many rather weighty issues. Social class, power, the position of women and girls and particularly –  this is a phrase used by one of the CBCA judges, and I love her for it – the transformative power of education.

I say ‘without really knowing it’ but the truth is, whether you are writing for children or adults, literary or genre fiction, your opinions and prejudices and beliefs and ideals can’t help but creep into your work.  If think back to my initial inspiration for The Truth About Verity Sparks, it becomes very clear to me that, as well as an obsession with an insanely complex plot, my ideas about social justice are part of the story.

That initial inspiration came when I was walking around Melbourne, strolling up Collins Street into East Melbourne. I was looking up at the grand Victorian buildings, made of marble and stone, with architectural references to the glorious Greek and Roman past. There are many like them here in Ballarat, also a rich and important Victorian-era city. These buildings speak emphatically of power. They were meant to impress. Who but the wealthy and powerful would not feel intimidated when entering between those columns and pillars, through massive doorways, into great marble halls?  Well, now we live in more democratic times, and they don’t scare me! However I began to wonder what it would have been like, back when these buildings were new, to have been little, young, poor and powerless, scurrying along in the shadow of all this bullying grandeur. And almost instantly, Verity Sparks came into being.

I had a character, but she needed a background, a situation…so I started to do a little research. I love research. Not that I’m fanatical about being factually correct – I reserve the author’s right to simply “make stuff up” – but I’ve always found history, particularly social history, fascinating. My reading led me to make my 13-year-old Verity a milliner’s apprentice. Making hats was one of the limited range of jobs available to young girls of that era. At 12 or 13, she could be working full-time, 6 days a week, from 7.00 in the morning until 6 or 7 at night. She got Sunday off. She was poorly paid, and if she lived in, board and lodging was taken out of her wage. There was no minimum wage, no awards or conditions. In fact, milliners – like dressmakers, maids and shopgirls – were a vulnerable group, being young, inadequately paid and usually living away from the care and protection of home. They were traditionally regarded by some wealthier men as legitimate  prey. However this book is for younger readers so I don’t delve into the army of professional and amateur prostitutes in London at that time. But still, when Verity loses her job and thus her home, and is denied refuge by her horrible uncle, she knows full well the abyss that yawns before her. But I wasn’t writing a tragedy. Verity has many adventures and challenges, but all ends happily.

In one of my past incarnations during the late 1980s and early 1990s I was a writer of teenage romances. I’ve had some funny reactions to – some people seem to think it’s a shameful admission. I don’t. And  at the time, I took the job quite seriously, and made sure that my romances always included characters who were good role models for their readers. I’m a bit of a believer in role models. Not unrealistically flawless people, but characters worth admiring and even learning from. I’m especially proud of Verity. She is brave, clever and sensible. There is no angst, she doesn’t obsess about her appearance or her love-life, and she is very sure that she is a worthwhile person. Indeed, one editor who declined the manuscript commented that it was unlikely a girl in Verity’s position, would have been so forthright and sure of herself. That’s quite true. But while Verity’s self-confidence is perhaps an anachronism, I have a range of female characters in historically accurate roles.

In general, women had little control over their own lives. The villainess, Lady Throttle, has no money of her own to pay for her gambling habit, so she tries to frame Verity. Verity’s aunt is a battered and abused wife with no hope of escaping her situation. Even Madame Louisette, though a successful businesswoman, is at the mercy of the snobbish Lady Throttle.

On the more positive side, Professor Plush and his family, with whom Verity finds a home and a job and a future, are enlightened individuals who see no reason why females shouldn’t be educated, work, or control their own destinies. The Professor’s sister, Mrs Morcom is an eccentric botanical illustrator, rich and famous in her own right. She may also appear unrealistic, but she’s actually modelled on the real-life Victorian artist and adventurer Marianne North.

The Verity Sparks books are not “about” the position of women or social class or any other issue. They’re first and foremost stories. For the thoughtful reader, though, there are many things to think about even in the small details. For example – I’ve taken care to show minor characters, such as the maids, as actual people. In different households, they are variously bossy and influential, or well-cared for in a paternal manner, or exploited and bullied. I did this almost unconsciously, and that’s because of course  I’m a person of my times. 130-odd years since that era, we no longer consider “the servants” to be less than fully human. As part of my research, I read a book on domestic history. Apparently many upper-class people were terribly offended by the smell of the servants. Were they really oblivious to the fact that a servant’s day consisted of hard and no doubt sweaty physical labour, which could include lugging cans of hot water upstairs so that their employers could bathe? As the Plush family were considerate employers, I made sure that they had a gas-fired hot-water geyser in the bathroom so the maids didn’t have to carry the bathwater. And Verity was able to have the very first bath of her life.

Cast out of the millinery establishment, and cut loose by her nasty uncle, Verity is rescued by the bohemian Plush family. They recruit her to work in their Confidential Enquiry Agency. Not just because she had her special gift  – the ability to find lost things by thinking about them – but because she was so obviously resourceful, observant and intelligent.

This is where education comes in. The Plush family train her mind. She reads. She converses. They take her seriously. They teach her the manners and speech that will enable her to transcend – but not forget –  her origins. Even though she’s female and from a lower class, they urge her towards fulfilling her potential.

And that’s a good place to end this talk. With the transformative power of education. And an insanely complicated plot.

 

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